[M]y first time really doing the messed up, dirty things I wanted with my [W]ife

I know, it’s probably boring reading about a guy with his wife. But I had some dark fantasies and I finally worked up the bravery to do it.

I have a bit of an oral fixation, both ways, and I finally went as far as I wanted to. One night I was watching TV and she was in our room. I don’t know what got me going, but something switched on and I wanted her. But I wanted to do things I hadn’t done.

Some background, she does like to be submissive, she likes being tied up, lightly choked, her mouth covered. She also has no problem giving head. But I wanted more from her mouth. And I told her what I was going to do. That’s where I was surprised.

I walked into our room and she was dozing, I told her I wanted to 69, and I wanted to use her mouth. I said I was going to until I came in her mouth. I was surprised by how much she wanted it. She spread her legs and pulled me onto her.