I’ve had this alternate reddit account for about a year, but it’s certainly not my first. I’ve been through the classic cycle of make a throwaway and delete it. It’s a tale as old as time, of guilt and shame, etc. I’ve come to just accept that I need a separate space to indulge in porn, so I’ve kept this account. Who cares anymore if anyone finds out that this exists?
I’ve also had a throwaway snapchat account, from which I’d usually snap people I met on /r/dirtysnapchat. I’d go through the same cycles with that, use and then delete the account, but snapchat has a thing where if you log in again after 30 days of deletion your account is activated again. I haven’t been able to wait that long ever lol. So it’s been around for awhile, and like I said, I’ve gotten used to the fact that I need to indulge every once in a while, so it continues to exist and I log on every once in a while.
Sometimes when I’m bored I’ll just start adding people with girl bitmojis or girl names. I haven’t done it in awhile, but it’s usually when I don’t get any adds from the subreddit. It’s a desperate game, being a guy in an X-rated snapchat world. I don’t expect to be added back, and even when I do, I’m not really good at a cold open so I usually just leave it alone. I know, it’s odd.
Once I added a girl named “Katharine”. She added me back, but I never struck up a conversation.