[M][M] Our little secret.

A few months ago, at the start of summer, my cousin turned eighteen. I’m a few years older than him. Don’t worry, we’re step cousins, no incest here. He’s a nice kid, sheltered, innocent, and kindhearted. I’ll call him Isaiah.

Isaiah and I were always very close, ever since we were kids. Being a little older, and considerably more mature, I became a mentor and older brother kind of figure. We shared secrets with each other that we’ve never told anyone else. He confessed to me that he was bisexual, but he could never tell his conservative fundamentalist Christian nutjob parents.

In the past before he was eighteen there was an attraction between us. I never acted on it because he was too young. I hope that doesn’t seem too weird.

He and his kid brother were staying over at our house while the parents were looking after grandma who was in the hospital. This was the week after his birthday.

We were on my pc playing a game when he worked up the nerve to ask if we could look up porn. His internet was tightly controlled at home, so he never got to experience it really. His brother was watching tv in the main room so I said he could, he was eighteen now anyway.