I, [M]arried, had a three year online relationship with a slutty, bisexual, nerdy, Asian girl

We talked about anything and everything and that included sex and porn. We exchanged porn that we liked (we shared the same kinks, she just kept the gay stuff to herself since I’m straight) and wrote out our sexual encounters to each other in graphic detail. I was telling her about how I banged my wife and she would tell me about all her hookups and her lesbian girlfriend.

(For the sake of simplicity, I will call her “P.”)

That’s the short of it, but, she ghosted me six months ago and I want to write this as a kind of thank you memoir to her because she meant so much to me.

It started with me discovering the “make friends” subreddits and I posted an ad on one of them. She was the first to respond and stuck around longer than anyone. I was telling her about my interests and she was genuinely interested, so we soon moved to Discord. From there, it all started with her asking me if I still watched porn even though I’m married. “Obviously. Sometimes we watch it together!” I sent her famous Asian porn that my wife and I watched together (my wife and this girl come from the same country and I speak the language) and from there the floodgates opened. We would send each other porn that we came across and felt was hot, and I would often open my Discord to porn videos and pics and gifs she sent me.