I come from a very conservative family, and I wasn’t allowed to date when I met my ex. We were in high school when we dated and very innocent, both of us. Although he was not a virgin, I was, and I was not ready to lose my virginity from fear of what would happen if my family found out. So we dated in secret, and we didn’t go beyond just kissing or making out. We eventually broke up because it wasn’t working out and he got tired of the sneaking around.
Recently we met again, now we both are in our 20s. We came across each other because of a mutual friend’s party. He was surprisingly really happy to see me, I didn’t expect that much warmth from him when he hugged me. He asked me how I was doing and told me how pretty I looked.
We ended up sitting down and talking a lot, he told me all about his current college and we made fun of how stupid we were when we were younger. He then started to talk about how he really wished we had done something he can look back upon though, sexually.