[MF]Assaulted at work but still got turned on.

Hello everyone you can call me D. I was working a double shift at the nursing home. I was doing some cleaning on the A unit, but didn’t have the cleaner so I went to the Village which was the Alzheimer’s unit. Any way got the cleaner getting ready to go back where I was supposed to be.

One of my co workers (call him R) caught my attention. Sat down talked to him for a minute. Then chemistry took over he kissed me. I kissed back. Then we went out to patio. He pushed me against the wall. Started to kiss me deep and passionately. Hands roaming all over my body. My body responding. Then I came to my sences said no we need to stop. You have a girl friend. He kept kissing me, kept responding. He was kissing my neck, sucking in my ears. All my erogenous zones. Then his hands when in my pants started fingering me. I kissed his neck and gave him a hicky. I was so turned on.
I finally got free went back to my hall, told my partner what happened. I was so high on my endorphins. I felt sex, wanted, desired. I also felt dirty, wrong, conflicted and confused, scared. I finished my shift went home that morning took my shower. I came off my high. I felt ashamed. Told my roommate. I went back to my normal shift. The end of shift came R and his girl friend were there and pissed off. Got in a car chase. Was very scary.