I haven’t celebrated my birthday in years but since I thought I should do something special to mark my entering adulthood.
I invited some friends over and we all ended up getting super drunk.
I have a huge crush on one of my friends that I had invited and an even bigger crush on his older brother. His brother s 5 years older than me so before yesterday we couldn’t do anything. I’ve tried to make a move on him several times but he always said that I was too young.
At around midnight my friend said he was ready to go home and called an Uber. I asked him if I could go back to his house with him and to my delight, he said yes. In my drunken state I had made up my mind that I was going to go to his house and fuck his older brother.
We get back to his house, and I kind of freeze up. I just sat on their living room couch and eventually fell asleep. When I woke up I had sobered up a little bit. After I woke, his older brother came downstairs. He told me happy birthday and we talked for awhile. He brought up how big of a crush I had on him and said that he always wished I was older.