[M]y first butt plug

I had decided to buy a butt plug, so that I could pleasure myself whenever I felt the need for a good fucking. I got so caught up in the idea that I bought my first one online and, of course, got greedy and ordered the biggest size. When it arrived, imagine my surprise when I opened the packaging and saw just how big it was. It was a tapered black pug that was three inches in diameter at its widest. Holy shit, there was no way I’d be able to take this thing.

I gave it a try a few times, lying on my back in bed and sliding the lubed plug into myself as far as I could get it, which was only about half way. I could turn on the vibrator at that point and push it into my prostate, which was enough to make me hard and cum, but it wasn’t the full penetration I wanted. I would need to buy a smaller plug.

My first fucking [MM]

I would usually get naked when giving James head. I mentioned before it turned me on when he would talk dirty to me when I gave him head, but even more so when I would be naked and going down on his cock and he would reach down and spank my bare ass or begin to play with my ass. Eventually, he began to play with my asshole, fingering me and making me shiver as he pushed into me up to his first knuckle and pressing into my prostate.

The fact that James was playing with my ass as I gave him head made me wonder if he wanted to fuck me, but he never brought it up. Still, I was fascinated with the idea and wanted to give him the opportunity. I wanted to see if I could take it. So I went to the local sex shop to see if I could find a toy I could use on my ass. I found it in a black, vibrating butt plug that was about 1.5″ wide at its base. I wasn’t sure if I could take it, but it seemed like a good start. While I was at the store, I also noticed a super cute, skimpy, leopard print bikini that I was so drawn to that I had to buy it as well.

I become a fucktoy (and love it) 3/3 [MM]

One of the things I found myself doing when I would suck James’ cock was I would strip down completely naked. Like I said before, I loved it when he talked dirty to me while I gave him head, telling me I was a good little cocksucker and a good little slut. It was even better when he would spank me as I went down on him. He took it further when he began to occasionally play with my asshole, sticking a finger into it, sometimes pushing deep into me. The first time he pushed up against my prostate, it sent a thrill up my spine. As he do this, he’d take me by the hair and push my face down on his cock so it was deep down my throat.

I wasn’t sure if he wanted to fuck me, because he never came out and said it. But I became really curious about what it would be like. I went to a local sex shop to buy an anal plug so I could see what it would be like to have my ass filled. I found this cute, medium sized, vibrating, black butt plug that was about 1.5″ in diameter. I thought it might be a little bit too big, but I couldn’t resist buying it to try it out.

My journey as a cocksucker continues [MM]

After I sucked off my friend, James, for the first time I wasn’t sure how it would affect things between us. Surprisingly, our friendship went on as normal, but a few days after I gave him head for the first time, he commented to me that he really enjoyed how I gave him head. “I know you said that was your first time doing that, but I really liked how you sucked me off,” he told me.

I was a little embarrassed, but proud of myself. I told him I was glad he liked it. I think he picked up on the fact that it turned me on to give him head and he would ask me for blowjobs when he wanted them, but he wasn’t overbearing about it. I told him to tell me how he liked to be sucked off, so I could get better at giving him head and he would coach me through it. I liked it when he talked dirty to me, telling me I was a good little cocksucker and a whore, and I let him know I liked that. I could tell I was becoming more submissive to him when I was in that role. He would make me take him all the way down my throat more and more, holding on to my hair as I had his cock down my throat, breathing through my nose. I was learning more about how to relax and deep throat for him. Most of the time, he would cum in my mouth so I could swallow his cum, but sometimes he would pull out and tell me to open my mouth for him and he would cum on my face and into my mouth, leaving me to clean up by pushing his remaining cum into my mouth to swallow it all down.

My first time giving head [MM]

When I was younger, I was pretty fluid with my sexuality and very curious. I knew I was into girls, but at times I would find myself having intense fantasies about trying sex with another man. I just had never had the opportunity to explore. Add to that, I have long, curly brown hair that is very soft to the touch and kind of fem facial features, which caused me to be mistaken for a woman on more than one occasion.

One evening in college, I was hanging out with my friend, James, getting high at his apartment. I was feeling really good, listening to James talk about his recent lack of luck with women. “I was thinking maybe we could help each other out,” he said to me. I wasn’t sure I’d heard him correctly, given the state I was in.

“Um, what do you mean?” I asked, looking at him for clarity. He looked a little uncomfortable as he tried to explain.

“I just mean, it would be just between us, but maybe we could give each other head,” he said. “I don’t know about you, but I’ve really been needing to get off.”