If you are one of those people who can see my deleted posts somehow you may notice that I posted on dirtyr4r almost a week ago. The same post is still on my profile but posted to dirtykikpals instead if you want to read it. The long story short of it is that I was looking for something but didn’t really know what yet. I turned 18 not too long ago and for most of my life I have been nothing but a perfect rule following person. I always did well in school, never broke rules or disobeyed my parents, and only ever had 1 relationship in late highschool. However on the lead up to my 18th I started thinking about all the things I could do, and it started to excite me, I wanted to break out of my shell and go a bit wild. Do something I know I shouldn’t be doing, and that my parents would kill me if they found out I did. My only problem was that I didn’t know what I wanted, so I posted up on Reddit looking for ideas.