I [F, then 18] lost my vaginal and anal virginity as a freshman to a senior was definitely abusive and manipulative but kept hooking up for a year
This was years ago when I just started college. I’m 23 now.
I never had sex in high school. I had a hs boyfriend but we only went so far as oral sex – the only guy I had ever been with before college. When I first got to college I was overwhelmed by all the freedom, parties, and cute guys. I downloaded tinder literally the first day. A few days into it, I met this funny, cute senior guy. We hit it off and I told him I was a virgin, afraid that he wouldn’t like that. He said he didn’t care wanted to hang out. So after about a week of talking I met up with him. He lived off campus in his own apartment which was nice. While I was there just fingered me and ate me out and I gave him a bj, with him finishing in my mouth. It was so intense and I came harder than I had my entire life – he was really talented with his hands and tongue. He didn’t even pressure me to have sex.