[F] my public orgasm

It happened when we were walking out of the hotel. My BF had put me in this tie where my hands were bound behind my back, and a strand of rope was cutting right through my pussy from underneath (you can see the picture of it in one of my pictures posted on my profile), and as you can see the rope was knotted so it was sliding right on top of my clit.

My BF put an overcoat over my naked and bound body so we could go out in public for a walk.

All the time when we were in the hotel the rope was already rubbing me raw, chafing me right on my clit and vagina with each step I took, and being out in public made the torment worse with increased movement, the humiliation and fear of being seen.

As we exited the hotel, roaming on the side walk, my BF would reach over and loosen one of the buttons on my overcoat and say some provocative stuffs just as people passed us by, which made me feel humiliated and I could feel something sticky was leaking down my thighs.

[25] [F] I have had BDSM sex with five different men by now, the youngest of them was 20 years older than me. [MF][BDSM]

The last man who had sex with me was 30 years older than me. He loves photography, has a pendent for BDSM, works as an amateur photographer in his spare time, and has a full time job working in some administrative role in an ivy league college. Prior to the pandemic, I visited him on every weekend, staying overnight in his home, and we would collaborate on certain elaborate photography which we keep to ourselves. One time I even let him try anal sex with me. It was surprisingly pleasing.

The man prior to him was a psychologist who worked in a hospital, a full blooded American, supposedly half Irish and half Italian, so he claims. I have dated him for over a year. We would meet every Friday for dinner, sometimes we slept together, sometimes we drove to his vacation house on holidays. I bathed myself in his in-door Jacuzzi and let him show off his young, sexy Asian girlfriend–me–in front of his friends and relatives.

My ex-BF [M] used to condition me [F] to salivate at the sight of his cock.

Every Friday and Saturday, I like to exercise on an empty stomach. I would not eat anything for the entire day and would still run on the treadmills and do yoga and so by the evening my body would go into starvation mode and I used to eat drink honey-ed water to keep the sugar level in my blood normal.

My BF then had came up with the idea that, when I was near starvation mode, he would feed me honey by smearing it on his penis. I would be so hungry that I would literally fall on my knees and hungrily lick up everything on his penis. We did this for an entire year. Every Friday and Saturday I would not eat for an entire day and by evening he fed me honey by smearing it on his penis.

Ever since as soon as I saw his penis I started to associate honey so much so that whenever I saw his cock, I immediately started to salivate, because I was reminded of the sweet honey that I used to suck off my ex-bf’s cock.

[FM] my oldest sister had sex with the Chinese Communist Party official in charge of the One Child Policy just so my mother can give birth to my youngest brother

This happened many many years ago when my family was still living in China and so I have to give you a lot of background on my family and I hope you will bear with me.

Well, so my family came from rural Jilin province in China, the economic backwater of China, and for those of you who don’t know, the one child policy in China forbids any family to have more than one child in urban areas, but two children in rural area (because rural families need more children to work on the farm), and so if you lived in rural areas and you didn’t have any young men to work on the rice field, it was a huge problem.

After my oldest sister was born, my father’s first wife became pregnant again, but she kept on becoming pregnant with daughters, and had to have four abortions. Yes, four abortions. After my oldest sister was born, gender testing became widely available and so she was able to see the gender of the baby while it was still inside her tummy, she became so distraught and frustrated that all her pregnancies were girls so she committed suicide. And so my dad remarried his second wife, my mother, who was ten years younger than his last wife (women are very cheap in China) and after marriage, well, I came out, and well, I’m no boy. I would have been aborted but by the time I was born gender testing was banned in China so lucky me I guess.