My cousin molded me into a habitual D/L NSA gay cock sucker [MM]

I have a pretty giant secret, it’s a huge part of my identity, and I’ve never actually had a real conversation about it in my life. So, even though this may be long, I’m going to tell the whole thing.

First things first, I think of myself as an expert at what I do. Maybe that’s fucked up, I don’t know.. But, I have a set of ground rules for safety that drastically reduces any risk, so I don’t want to hear about it. I know what I’m doing. I know the risks involved. I’m on prep, a drug that reduces the possibility of hiv transmission by 99%. I have had the hpv vaccination. I get tested regularly. I have a concealed carry permit, and carry a ruger lcr (a small and easily concealed gun) that I’ve never had to use (even if I’ve been in my share of weird and uncomfortable situations). Amongst other things.

I’ve been sucking cock on the down low pretty much my whole life, and my cousin made me this way.