BACKSTORY:
My ex and I broke up 4 years ago because she moved away to adventure. It was entirely amicable and she comes back about twice a year to visit me. She was my first real girlfriend (was just figuring out my sexuality) and I have always been weird about sex due to past trauma, so I never had sex with her while we were together (about 4 months)
This Christmas she came back for 2 days to stay with me. We were out playing pool and drinking wine when I got brave and decided to tell her what weighs on my mind constantly.
“You know, I always regret that I never got to have sex with you. You’re so hot and amazing.. I just was new to this and nervous.. I was afraid I’d be no good at it” I leaned in close to her and said with a half bashful smirk.
“I really always regretted that too but I understood” she returned my bashful smirk as she paused then continued, “it’s not too late you know.”