had to get myself of[f] in the dressing room today

i’ve been on this sub forever and have never posted but today i couldn’t help myself so i knew it was time!

skip to ******* if you don’t care about the story

so little backstory — I was in a situationship for a few months with (let’s call him J) and it’s been about the same amount of time that i’ve been out of it than it even lasted if that makes sense. that being said, our sex was absolutely incredible for no other reason than his cock felt amazing in me. he sucked as a person and about 50% of the time sucked in bed, don’t get me wrong, but for some reason, i couldn’t get enough. I had sex with a few guys after but couldn’t help thinking about J and how much better his cock felt in me so i always ended up dissatisfied.