[MF] 22/21 – How I lost my virginity with my high school crush 3.5 years after graduation. (VERY long)

So, there is a *lot* of backstory here since we’ve known eachother for almost 8 years but TLDR, Sarah (not her real name) and I dated freshman year of high school and it was one of those shitty freshman relationships where neither of us could drive and it was just destined to fail, but we remained friends (Even though I still liked her) throughout school and developed a friend group that we hung out with a lot. We all went to different universities after graduation so we kind of grew apart, but we tried to hang out over summer breaks and stuff as much as we could.