soft

“Are you ever going to tell me where we’re going?” I bite down on my lip trying to hide the smile that’s begging to come out. My head turns to her quickly and I watch quickly glance at her shaking leg and her fidgeting hands. “Babe- Ana calm down. It’s okay, I’m not about to kill you, just relax.”

I reach over to grab her hand but she smacks mine and I yelp in pain. “What the-“

I turned my head to my right and I watched as she turned her body completely to face me and she started yelling at me. “Shut up, we’ve been driving for so long. I’m tired babe, I want to get out of the car.” She turns away from me and leans her head on the window and now I’m starting to feel bad.

I mean I have a plan. I have an entire weekend planned out for us and I feel so bad that I’m putting her through this. My hand sneaks its way to her thigh and I softly squeeze it. “Hey, Ana- baby I’m sorry. I have a surprise for you and I’m trying hard not to tell you, okay? I promise I’m not trying to be mean to you on purpose. You know I love you right?”

Blinded

disclaimer, PSA, beware whatever you want to say the way i had this envisioned in my head was that they both have the same voice. Like literally exactly the same voice. So if you’re confused or something that should clear it up a little.

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Today was just not a good day. I don’t know who decided to say let’s make her day shitty! Fuck you and your mom. I’ve been laying down for a good thirty minutes trying to get rid of this headache. I close my eyes and I rub my temples.

“Fuck..” I squeeze my head hoping that’ll get rid of the headache. I hear the door open and I just groan even more. “Nooo, leave me alone.” The door closes and I feel someone cuddle me from behind. An arm wraps around my waist and I’m pulled closer to his chest.

“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” I sigh at the feeling of his hand running up and down my leg. “No, i have a splitting headache right now.” A hum comes from his mouth and I hear “oh, my poor girl. Want some help getting rid of it?”

Bathroom

I run my hands up from my thighs, to my hips, and up my waist. I close my eyes and let the feeling of the alcohol and weed course through my body and I get lost in the music.

I run my fingertips from my wrist, up my arms, to around my neck, and then up in the air. I sway my hips to the beat, feeling the music until I lock eyes with another pair. A brown pair sipping his drink from across the room.

I know he’s been watching me dance. I could feel his eyes on me.

He lifts the drink up to his mouth slowly and takes a sip. It’s like watching a movie; the way he moves his hand away from his mouth. The way he never breaks eye contact while he’s licking and biting his lips.

My God.

I’m officially taken aback by what I see and I can’t take my eyes off him. And yet, somehow, he disappears from my sight. I frown quickly but then close my eyes again. I turn back around and keep dancing like I’m the only one here. That is, until I feel a pair of hands grip my waist.

Ropes

“Get on the fucking bed. Now.” My body bounces on the bed and I gasp. I watch as he walks towards our closet. I hear a bunch of rummaging and he walks out. My hands automatically drop to my lap and in one I see handcuffs and in another rope.

He throws them on the bed in front of me and I flinch as the cuffs hit my ankle. “Pick.” I stare at him and then stare at the cuffs and the rope. I let out a breath of air and I slowly reached my hand out. “Faster, come on.”

In a panicked frenzy my hand grabs the rope and I shift my head up. His eyes are staring at me and he simply says “Get undressed. When I come back I want you naked.”

I quickly start to remove my clothes and I start to hear his footsteps. My breathing gets quicker as I hear him get closer. “Shit…” I can’t get the buttons open on my shirt. “Shit, shit, fucking open… god-“

“I thought i told you i wanted to see you naked when i came back into this room…” I just watch a thousand emotions pass through his face and he slowly walks towards me.

Not ready

I desperately want this man. Whether it be friends, enemies, lovers, whatever- I just want him. Every day I’m either thinking about getting fucked by him or just letting him lay in between my legs. It’s become a daily thing to just zone out and think about him, think about how different everything could be if I spoke up.

But alright, so what he doesn’t want me. That’s cool too… I guess. “Hey.” A familiar voice snaps me out of my internal rant. I look up and there he is. Standing right in front of me with a grin plastered on his face.

I smile back slightly and I say hi right back. “Hey Danny…” I grab my bag and we walk out of the building. As we walk back to my apartment, I can’t help but notice such an awkward or tense vibe surrounding us. I don’t like it.

I open the door to my apartment and I walk in dropping my stuff on the floor. I watch as he walks in and I just look around awkwardly. When he drops his bag on the floor I watch him do a double-take and he looks at me. “What’s wrong?” I refuse to make eye contact with him and I just look at my hands. “I um- did you think about what I said last night?”

Library

“Babe let’s go. I have to study for my test.” I swear to God this man is so fucking slow. “Cal, hurry the fuck up. I swear to god-“

“Okay, okay I’m ready. Let’s go.” I roll my eyes at him and just walk out the door. I keep walking ahead of him and I completely ignore him. I have a midterm in a week and I keep telling him I have to study and he refuses to listen to me. I tried to study at home but he just kept distracting me, so i said I’d go to the library. But then he decided to fucking tag along.

“Ari-“

“Cal- shut up.”

I push past the door not even holding it open and I walk up the steps. We end up on the fifth floor and thank god it’s empty. I really need some peace and quiet.

I drop my bag on the table and I pull out the chair. I watched cal walk towards me and sit right next to me. About five or six minutes into me studying I hear a whisper.

Come

I’ve been staring at the ceiling for the past thirty minutes, waiting for him to wake up. I turn my head and I see he’s still sleeping. I turn my head to look at him again and I swear I saw his eyes close for a second.

I stare at him for a few more seconds before I look back at the ceiling. It’s almost like I can feel his eyes on me. I snap my head to my right again and I catch his eyes closing. I grin and I say “I know you’re awake.” I stare at his face and I see the side of his mouth twitch and I burst out laughing. “Jace, stop it. I know you’re awake. I just saw your mouth move.” I continue laughing when I feel his arms wrap around me, pulling me closer.

A deep rumble vibrates against my back when I hear “good morning baby.” He places a small kiss on my neck and I can’t help but smile at him. I move my hand around to try and find his hand and I grab it. I intertwine our fingers and I hold it tightly. He pulled me closer to him and I felt him place another kiss on my neck. “Good morning. How’d you sleep?”

Dressing room

“Babe, how many more stores? We’ve been here forever, let’s go home.” I turn around and scowl at him as I walk into another store. I started walking through the aisles picking up a few dresses I liked and I watched as an angry Danny slowly trailed behind me. I head towards the dressing rooms and I start to look for an empty room.

My eye catches an open door at the end of the hall and I sprint towards it. I quickly peek in and I see it’s empty. “Come on, hurry up Danny.” As soon as he started to walk into the dressing room I heard a loud “HEY!” I turn my head and I see a woman running towards us. “Sir, you can’t go in there with all those bags. You have to stay outside with them.”

Danny looks back at me and just shrugs his shoulders. He walks back into the hallway and he leans against the wall. Just as she turned the corner, I grab his arm and pull him into the dressing room. I stack the bags on top of the bench and turn back around. I looked up at his face and I put my hands on his shoulders, pushing him down onto the chair in the corner.

Family barbecue

Family barbecue

“Do we really have to go to this thing?” I snort and I turn my head to look at Danny. “Yeah, we do. It’s my parents fiftieth.” We pull into the driveway of my parents house and I park the car in the driveway.

I step out of the car and I grab Danny’s hand and we walk inside hesitantly. My parents aren’t the easiest people and we’ve always butt heads on things when it comes to Danny.

“Oh sweetie! I’m so glad you could make it!” I hug her and she just looks at Danny and then starts talking to me again. “So what are-“ I cut her off and I put my hand to stop her.

“Wait, no- say hello to Danny, mom.” I look at her confused as to why she wouldn’t even say hi to him. I look back at Danny and he just shrugs his shoulders. I turn back to my mom and I tell her again. “Say hi to Danny mom.” I look at her as she tries her hardest not to even look in his direction. “Mom-“ i hear Danny’s voice come from beside me and say “Hey it’s alright let’s just go somewhere else.”

Birthday

“Good afternoon baby. How was your nap?” I look at Cal as I see him waking up. “Hey babe, it was good. Slept deep so it was amazing.” I smile and I nod my head. I get up slowly and I walk-in front of him. “Give me your hands.” He looks at me confused and then gives them to me reluctantly. I pull a tie out from my pocket and I tie his hands up as fast as I could before he could say something. “I- what are you doing? You’re supposed to be nice to me baby, it’s my birthday.” I snort and walk away. “I’m always nice to you Cal. But listen this is a part of your birthday gift. Now get on the bed and just be a good boy for me okay?” I don’t hear a response just some shuffling. I pull out the lingerie I got for him and I put it on and I grab my little surprise for him. “Are you ready baby?” I look at myself in the mirror one more time before walking out. “Yes I’m ready.” I take a deep breath and I keep my hands behind my back. I walk out slowly and I watch a million emotions cross his face. His eyes rinsing all around my body going up and down. His eyes stop for a second on my breasts and I roll my eyes a little. I walk towards him and I get on the bed. I kneel and crawl towards him to in between his legs. I place each of my legs on opposite sides of his legs and I grab his hands. “Hey birthday boy. You like your present?” I look down at him while he looks up at me. “Yes- fuck yes I fucking do baby. God- Jesus.” I watch his eyes glaze over and his chest start to rise and fall faster and faster. The pants coming out of his mouth quicker and I can see him growing in his boxers. I untie the knot and tie his hands around the head board. “I can’t touch you?” I smile at his cute words and I shake my head no. “Not right now, no. Soon you can okay? I promise.” I move back and I look down to his lap. I move my hand down his chest, to his stomach, then down that trail all the way to his boxers. I snap the waistband and his hips jerk a little. “Baby stop teasing me. Please?” I put my lips on his boxers and I kiss the outline of his cock. Soft moans coming out each time I kiss him. “I- please, I need it love.” I pull his boxers down and I watch his cock free itself from the confines of his boxers and I watch it in awe. How red the tip is and how the pre cum is just slowly dripping down his cock and dribbling out of his tip. Fuck it looks so good. I keep my hands behind my back and I stick my tongue out to lick the pre cum. “Oh fuck… s-shit babygirl.” I keep licking and licking and then I take one hand and I sink my mouth on his cock, dropping my entire mouth down to his base. Feeling his cock choke my throat for a few seconds I get off watching the spit drip out of my mouth and come from his cock. I deep throat him again this time moving my other hand to his cock and a shocked scream comes from his mouth. “FUCK! I-I what is that Oh God, oh god, oh god, oh god… f-fuck.” I move my hands up and down up and down and I bring my hand up to his tip and he grabs my hair quickly pulling me off his cock as my hand stays on his tip. I press the button on the vibratory increasing the speed and I keep it on his tip. I keep jerking him ask he keeps his hand around my throat and I look him in the eye and say “Surprise baby… you like that? Hmm being surprised like that by your baby girl? By your… slut? Hmm? Choke me all you want baby but I’m the one who controls when you get to fucking cum and how many times you fucking cum. I swear to God I will milk your cock very every last drop of cum. Now fucking let go of my throat.” His hand drops and his body concludes not knowing what to do. I turn up the speed of the vibrator again to the highest setting and he cries out. I slap his thighs repeatedly as punishment. “You think you can just choke me and I won’t have anything to say about it? Hmm? Big fucking mistake”
“Oh fuck me… I… I-I’m about to cum baby. Oh s-shit fucking-“ I move the vibrator up and down his cock and I wrap my hand around his throat. “You want to cum?” He nods his head yes. I slap his thighs and I say “Cal, answer me.”
“Yes baby, I’m sorry. Yes please.” I slap his thigh as hard as I could and watched him moan out in pleasure and I said “beg for it.”
“Can I come please? I-I need it, it’s too much. I can’t take it anymore babygirl… God, please let me give you my cum, I want you to milk my cock…please baby. Milk it till I have nothing left…God it hurts so bad. I need you to make me feel better babygirl. Fuck my cock needs you baby, I wanna give you my cum babygirl. Please.” I bring the vibratory back up to his tip and I choke him as hard as I possibly could and I said “cum” and he came. His face contesting into pure pleasure and his body following along with it. I start to move the vibrator up and down faster on his cock working him through his orgasm and he grabs my hand trying to pull it away from himself. “No please… I-I can’t take it anymore pl- oh fuck I’m coming, I’m coming, im-“ I watch his face and I his eyes roll back and his jaw clenched down hard. His moans coming out in pants and grunts, his hips continuously moving while I keep the vibrator there and try to tease him and make him cum for a third time. “Can you do it again for me baby? Third time? Hmm can you be a good birthday boy for me?” I turn his face towards mine because he’s starting to get this hazy fucked out look. “Look at you baby, the birthday boy looks so pretty all fucked and spent out because his princess made him cum. Do you want to cum a third time? Hmm yeah?” I keep loving the vibrator and he nods his head yes and I smack his thighs his body jerking and he says “ye…yes. P-please let me cum again…” I move my hand from his neck and I untie his hands dropping the vibrator. “N-no p-put it back… please.” I look at him and I lick up the vibrator and put it back on his tip and he immediately find. His arms wrapping around my body and mine around his as I hold him up. “Cal?”
No response
“Cal? Baby? Are you okay? Did I go too far? I-I’m sorry.” I rub his back and I kiss head. I start rubbing his head when I feel his head lift up. “No it was amazing.”