[FMM] Healing A Broken Heart

Within a week the girl I was talking to and fooling around with and the girl I was flirting with online both rejected me. It hurt really bad and I was feeling super depressed about it. One girl decided she was really into men after all, while the other girl just ghosted me.

I was sitting in my room last night when my Step brother’s best friend Eric came over. Were all in college and home for the summer. I hadn’t seen him since Christmas and it was genuinely great to see him. I ran out of my room and gave him a big hug and asked what he and my Step bro were up to. He laughed and said they were going to blow off steam and hit the strip club. He knows I mostly date girls and threw a long shot and asked if I wanted to join them. Normally I would have said no, but my step brother Caden was like, “I think you need this more than we do, you should come with us.” What the hell I thought, let’s do this.

Checking Out The Librarian [FF]

My college this year hired a new assistant librarian or whatever ever the title is. Anyway she is fresh out of grad school and works under the head librarian. She has also been my latest and biggest girl crush all year. She is smart and witty and so fucking hot too.

She is completely my type, tall at 5’9 (almost a foot taller than me) athletically built (she played college volleyball), long blonde hair, seductive blue eyes that make it hard for me to look away even if I am blushing. In many ways she is a contrast to me except for our blond hair. I am tiny at like 4’10 95 lbs soaking wet. I’m in good shape but as my brother says, “You put the little in little sister.”

I think I found any excuse I could to go see her when I wasn’t busy. I would try to talk to her if possible, flirt with her if she was able. I loved when she would flirt back, it made me so excited and I would day dream about what may be if.

Road Trip Fun Pt. 1 [FM]

I took a gap year after high school, It’s when you take a year off but rather than staying at home all day watching ” Say Yes To The Dress” you go do something epic or at least for others. For me it was joining a drama team that traveled in a 16 passenger van all over the Western United States performing at churches, schools, competitions, or anywhere that would have us. In churches and schools we would perform funny skits about making positive life choices, but we would also put on improv shows or enter against other groups. It was a really amazing year of my life.

One of the amazing people I got to meet that year was one of my teammates Brett, he is one of the sweetest guys I’ve ever met in my life. He was so protective of me like a big brother especially when we in more dangerous parts of cities I had never been to. It just made me feel so safe to be around him, so we became inseparable whenever possible. He didn’t get a ton of attention from girls because he was a bigger guy 5’10 250 or so, I just thought they needed to get to know him first.