Jealous of my wi[f]es affair

Married for almost 20 year to a beautiful and amazing woman. She was a former professional athlete and even at age 45 looks ever bit the part still. Over the last few years I will admit I have slouched off as a husband. I have spent too much time out drinking and gambling, looking at porn and even getting caught in a couple inappropriate online chats. Ok so I have been a shitty husband. She on the other hand worked hard and moved up in the company and was elevated to a high position where she basically handles the travel of high level CEOs. She runs scheduling of pilots and other support staff.

We work not far from the base where they keep some of the aircraft and many days she will be on the clock 24 hours at a time. The company has a couple apartments for pilots and staff to stay at as rules only allow a certain amount of flight time or on the clock.

As she moved up in her job she spent more and more time away from each other. I as fucked up as I was liked it as I could sneak out more and drink and gamble and then come home and watch porn and get off on phone sex. Lame I know…