**”Russell the embarrassing”**
Morning. me and Russell are still sleeping, and now I’m starting to see a dream: Russell was sitting, I kneel and take off his shoes, looking into his eyes.
“Why are you acting like that?”
He was surprised. And I answered quietly:
“I feel guilty… forgive me…”
He stood up and said:
“Don’t say that…”
I, continuing to kneel, bent down and said with tears:
“Forgive me, Russell!”
And I kept saying, crying a little and smiling a little:
“And do everything you want with me…”
And I started kissing his toes and then started licking them, and kissing and licking his foot. He said:
“Marina… I would like us to have sex endlessly… without stopping…”
I answered very quietly, embarrassed:
“Me… t… too…”
He asked:
“What did you say? I didn’t hear.”
I said a little louder, but quietly:
“Me… too…”
He said:
“Repeat again! More loudly!”
I said very loudly:
“Me too!”
I was very embarrassed, looked down, hanged my head and thought: now I can’t look Russell in the eye after what I said because I’m so ashamed…