i met him on tinder and things were actually amazing. you know those really cheesy moments that sound super stupid to other people but to you, it’s like “omg this is so coincidental that it must be fate.” yeah, that was us… gross in retrospect
but i was young and wishy washy (actual word he described me to justify his actions) so i wasn’t sure if i wanted to date him. to be honest, he was the first person on tinder that had potential to be a partner but i was worried that we would end up getting married too fast and i was too young for that, which is why i was wishy washy and hesitant.
well in the moment that i had time to think about if i wanted to jump in, he went mia for a couple of days and towards the end, i messaged him. and he told me that he actually went on a date with another girl, which was why he was mia. it hurt me a lot to think that he would leave the moment that i needed time to think. and that was the moment i was sure that he wasn’t the person i’d ever marry. if he’d leave me so easily because i couldn’t make up my mind on us dating, he’d leave me even faster with bigger problems (especially in marriage).