he wants to get back together now… [fm]

i met him on tinder and things were actually amazing. you know those really cheesy moments that sound super stupid to other people but to you, it’s like “omg this is so coincidental that it must be fate.” yeah, that was us… gross in retrospect

but i was young and wishy washy (actual word he described me to justify his actions) so i wasn’t sure if i wanted to date him. to be honest, he was the first person on tinder that had potential to be a partner but i was worried that we would end up getting married too fast and i was too young for that, which is why i was wishy washy and hesitant.

well in the moment that i had time to think about if i wanted to jump in, he went mia for a couple of days and towards the end, i messaged him. and he told me that he actually went on a date with another girl, which was why he was mia. it hurt me a lot to think that he would leave the moment that i needed time to think. and that was the moment i was sure that he wasn’t the person i’d ever marry. if he’d leave me so easily because i couldn’t make up my mind on us dating, he’d leave me even faster with bigger problems (especially in marriage).

Busy [M]an Resorts to DMs for [F]eet Pics

Just to introduce myself, I am a busy man working in the center of Silicon Valley. My schedule is so packed that my social life, dating life, or family life is non existent in the moment. I make a decent amount of money (above average) that I have been called “sugar daddy” from a few women here are there.

So back to how I don’t have a lot of personal time to myself… When I’m not working, I’m sleeping or eating, so I don’t have the luxury of time to go on dates with women. My last resort has been a new thing of mine that I recently discovered. I was scrolling through Instagram and this woman named Lynn posted beautiful photos of her outfits. I thought I’d be attracted to the low cut dresses or tight fitting dresses too but the ones that got me the most hard were her shoe pictures… Some were heels, some were designer sneakers… But to imagine her feet beneath those heels and shoes to be giving me a footjob was just unimaginably satisfying.