[FM] fallen for one night stand

I met this man on tinder. Well call him “kyle” for privacy purposes I suppose. Kyle and I have casually snap chatted for a few months now since matching on tinder. hes very handsome. exactly my type. tall, nice teeth, pretty eyes, and older than me. I have a history for falling for older men. I’m still in my teenage years, hes 8 years older. I honestly forgot his age until he came over and I asked again. so far it hasn’t made any differences. I was in th mood one night about a week ago and asked him to come over. he lives about an hour and a half away so it took some time for him to show up. I told him to come in. we sat on my couch and had a drink, joked about the ghost show I was watching, and talked. after a few minutes of small talk he says “come here.” I lean forward and we kiss. and hes so good at it. I shift and sit on his lap and we continue making out. I started to feel him getting hard and I started to rub myself on him. he turned me over, undressed me, and ate me out. after awhile I pulled his pants down and returned the favor. I sucked him, and his moans were turning me on even more. I layed back on and he slid inside me. at first it hurt, but the good kind. then i was going crazy. he was a perfect fit for me. we felt like puzzle pieces. he bent me over the couch and grabbed my hips and fucked me harder and faster until I came. i didnt notice him put it on, but I noticed he then took off a condom, which I didnt mind. I sucked him some more and we fucked some more. he told me to sit on his face and I did. we fucked more while he choked me until he was about to come, then I opened my mouth and let him cum on my tongue and boobs. I swallowed it and wiped myself off. at this point it was late, and we decided he would just stay the night, Especially considering the long drive. we layed there talking for hours, about diffrent political views, movies, random life stories. we have so much in common. we were tired. I layed my arm and leg over him and layed on his chest. I gave him a few goodnight kisses on his neck, which apparently turned him on more than I anticipated. he turned his face to mine and kissed me, and whispered “take your panties off”. and I did. I got back on top of him and rubbed on his dick while I kissed him. then I scooted down and sucked him again, taking all of his dick into my throat. he undressed and I got on top. I went back and forth between sitting up and bouncing taking breaks for him to wrap his hand around my neck and kiss me, and leaning over wrapped around his chest and grinding while I kissed his neck. he had made me come so many times already. he then lifted my hips and fucked me fast. we fucked while we spooned for a bit, he had one hand on my clit and another on my neck. I made him cum again. we layed back down once again. this is the part that really got me. I never feel intimately comfortable with anyone, sexually sure. but laying on his chest, my skin on his, wrapped in his arm with my head on his chest smelling his cologne. I felt so comfortable and safe, for once? sex with him was absolutely amazing. the best I’ve had in a very long time, later on he told me he felt the same. it felt like more of a bonding experience than just fucking. weve constantly talked since. I never catch feelings. i like being cold hearted and alone. but hes diffrent. i confessed i was starting to get actual feelings for him and he said the same. I cant wait to see him again. I want to badly to touch and smell him, fall asleep and wake up with him.