Author: pickmez

Dairy farming the fuck slut (adult consensual bdsm kink, free use TPE, mental Dom, emotional dom, degradation, lactation, mind break, breeding, urolagnia and piss play, blissing out) [M/F] [Pickmez nsfw smut series]

There’s so much training I could do with you.

Getting your mind right would be easy

I’ll fucking unravel it and bite your insecurities

Turn self loathing and self care

into a powerful bursting mix and concoction

to set off inside you

till you’re a pure fuckpig mentality

but with deep care to keep you from going too low,

24/7

We’d have to optimise the ratio of cum, piss, milk and

honey feedings

to maintain your breasts

but lean out the rest of your body.

Some basic fitness exercises

but all to reinforce reproductive fertility.

Obviously getting you bred after your body is leaned out is a top priority

then we’d start with a few manual suckle sessions

before getting stronger breasts pumps

that more resemble the pumps for commercial dairy farming are used.

Maybe some kind of splitter that makes you ingest some of your milk

along with some left to collect for me at tea time.

Hook for your arse and paracord round your body to Read more »

[FF] Abby x Ellie: the long way after (trigger warning | rough bdsm kink | cnc fantasy | pain kink |mental Dom) [post TLOU2: fanfic erotica & spoilers]

She continued to cry and watch them float out of shore.

Her 19yr old body battered and exhausted, blood still seeping from her bitten off lower two fingers.

Ellie wraps her hands up and begins the long journey towards home and Dina and the kid.

-x-

Upon arriving in the house many days later, she sees it totally evacuated.

Goes through every room only to find one full of her stuff.

Joel’s guitar. The only thing that gave her ease.

She sits down to try and play.

Remisces of the times they used to spend together.

No fingers to play the chords, she wakes from her daydream and leaves the guitar with the moth by the window.

-x-

You see her again at your bed.

Not in her emaciated short haired physique

But that strong powerful tank that nearly killed Tommy

And you nearly beat to Death on the shore in front of that boy next to her.

Anxiety and fear rush down your spine and flood your spine

She’s stronger than you remembered

She tries to wrestle you and pin you down Read more »

The Bathroom Beggar (bdsm consensual kink, deep mental dom, pain kink, breeding, reader gift, emotional dom, deep degradation) [MF]

You don’t make me lust for you but I know I could

bite your insecurities

pull your hair

make the pretty flow

and give you the mix of sodomising pain catharsis

mixed with sheer unbridled pleasure you ache for.

In the context of a consensual bdsm kink coupling ofc

Turn your hollow vanilla life into something red, purple and beautiful.

Show you the dark inside you bring you close to the edge and have you peer into the dark

but not so completely over that you cant feel good about it afterwards.

I see through to your low self worth. Your desire for self destruction to feel something feel Alive.

I could make you a fucking eternal whore slut for every whim I had.

And you’d go along with it because of how I make you feel.

But I have some values which are above your desire for Blissed out pain even if I fuck the numb out of you.

Leave you more even after I bring you less. So aftercare of sorts would be important Read more »

[MF] Return to purpose. (Adult Bdsm consensual fantasy, breeding kink, trigger warning dark kink, mental Dom, Urolagnia, degradation, humiliation, deep eroticism, and an second person invitation)

It started with hatefucking.

You wanted brutality with kindness and cuddles.

I give you this.

Your body fucking shaking as i thrust into your mind over and over.

Somehow believing you deserve the pain.
Perhaps you do.

I use your mind and unravel till you ache for me.

You ache like I’m the only important thing in your life.

Because I give you ease.

Because I’m emotionally invested and kind.

Because I see through you to the bone.

I see the desire for self destruction flickering in your eyes

You want feel being used and discarded so you’re not numb anymore

Setting fire to your own life to be kindled by the flame.

I keep you safe but I give you that edge.

That fucking rushing gushing acheing sensation thump thump thumping inside.

You ache. You ache so hard it just keeps returning to your thoughts over and over.

You read me and you feel my arms ripping your clothes and unravelling your mind

When you’re Cumming to my words your heart beats so fucking hard like it’s on fire. Read more »

I See You looking at this. [nsfw smut #1] [MF] [Str8] [First Person][Mental Dom][Mdom][Fsub][Mast] [fantasy] [Emotional Erotica][Depravity][bdsm][huml][sm]

I know what you actually want. just to fucking feel something

You’ve been valued for your mind or pressurised on all sorts of other shit but all you fucking want right now is to be beaten and loved.

You know you’re a weak loser and that this gives you some kind of meaning.

You submit so that you can keep yourself together the rest of the time.

I see it plain as day. you’re a cliché.

But you fucking writhe around and squirm and live for being exposed.

To have someone fucking get you, gut you emotionally, understand you in a way all the meat heads that want to tear you limb from limb don’t.

I want to emotionally rend your brain in half, and show you every bit of your darkest deepest self, cum in between the lobes and put you back together again.

You read this, and bite your lip, it feels fucking good to be known as what you are.

To give it all up for a time safely, and just experience being low and nothing.

To be shown the black but not dip into the black. Read more »