The first time I did this… less than two years ago. Now I fuck big groups of guys whenever I get the chance ..
I don’t know what girls “who do this” usually look like, wear, or how they act. I’m just me – a little bit girl-next-door, cute enough in a dress and sandals; long red hair and a curvy behind. Basically a pacific northwest natural. No makeup and a touch of fear. I tend towards submission in sex and relationships. My partner is sexy, tattooed, and protective. Despite my terror, I don’t think he’ll let anything at all harm me.
He’s done this before, I’m a baby.
There are so many cars when we pull into the lot of the adult theater. He tells me how many men there may be inside. I don’t think I am strong enough for this. I feel small now, held and guided and his.
We walk in and I can’t look around. I am not sure if I could, should make eye contact with anyone. I want to hide, a little. I hardly remember it afterwards, but walking in is like any other video store. Bright lights, porn everywhere. Fairly inocuous, actually. The clerk sells you a ticket, and you walk through a second room of fluorescent lighting and dirty movies, until you come to (what seems like…) a long hallway with a door at the end; posted signs and rules.