[F] I’m addicted 2 fucking strangers I meet online even tho im engaged

it started a few years back. I’ve been with my fiance 6 years now. 2 years into our relationship my friend told me how her bf cheated on her through an online website wer people meet 4 sex. I was actually really turned on by this n signed up as soon as I cud. Within a couple days I had my first meet arranged. Little did I no it was my fiances uncle until I turned up at the meet (Hotel meet) we drank n talked a while b4 long we wer fuckin. The thrill was amazing! We’ve even hooked up in the toilets at family event since! In the last 4 years I’ve fucked over 20 guys I’ve met online n 7 girls so far. Its like an addiction. The longer I do it the dirtier the meets av 2 b. I’ve even had 3 guys at once! Iv never told anyone this n I no it will av 2 end 1 day but 4 now it keeps me going