I’m a Palestinian from the US. Growing up in a conservative and traditional Muslim household, I was groomed into hating Jews, told that they’re all evil colonizers that would burn in hell for all eternity. I’m supposed to hate them for “taking my land” or whatever… It’s sad to say that it worked. For a long time I couldn’t stand Jewish people. My parents always saw me marrying someone from our background and, being a slave/baby machine for him with only 1 bodycount for the rest of my life. I was indifferent about that future and accepted it at one point.
That was until I went to University. For the first time I had the freedom to do and be with whoever I wanted. I dated many different guys, some Irish, Korean, Italian, Swedish, etc. and while sex was good in some aspect with them they could never degrade me the way I wanted to be. I wanted to be treated like a cum dumpster and I was ready to give up on the idea of ever enjoying the whole “sex” thing entirely.