In order to make the title make sense: this is about me fucking my best friends’ boyfriend while she and my SO watched. Also, this got a little long. Sorry. There’s a TL;DR at the bottom.
The moment I went from not doing it to doing it was when he kissed me as they watched and this thought popped into my head: “If he’s with Krystin, he *must* be really good in bed.” Why hadn’t I thought of that sooner? Knowing Krystin as well as I did, I knew Matt had to be amazing in bed.
Allow me to clarify that it wasn’t the thought that he’d suck in bed that kept me from following through on the full swap idea we’d all been kicking around for a while. But that thought brought the idea into a different perspective for me. Not doing it could mean I’d be missing out on something really good.