Today I gave [m]yself a cumshot

So I guess its time for my first confession. Since one year I‘m in a relationship with my gf.
Our sex life has its ups and downs. She doesnt like to give me blowjobs and hates the idea of swallowing my cum.
So today I got the Idea to give myself a cumshot. Just the idea of cumming on my face and in my mouth turned me so on, that I came really fast. I even swallowed a bit and I must admit I like the taste, a bit salty but It was very exciting.
The whole time while masturbating I was thinking of the one video of a guy getting pegged and came in his mouth at the same time..

I felt like a slut, which I liked. Looking myself in the mirror, with stains of cum on my chin.. Especially I gave my gf my toys so its been quite a while since I had some playtime..

So in the last months I discovered analplay and the whole world of tgirls and sissies ( I don‘t want to fetishize, I realised I love everything female) which all is something I haven‘t shared with my gf
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