Doing something a bit different this time. I let my wife tell the story and I just wrote it down.
Looking back, I guess I was sexually reserved as a young person. But by 18, I was beginning to feel more relaxed about having sexual desires and fantasies.
I didn’t start masturbating until I was 19, but it soon became a regular thing. I often thought about touching myself during the day, and I thought I was sexually liberated because I knew I would act on it that night.
I thought people would be astonished to know that I touched myself sexually. I now realize I was doing nothing out of the ordinary, but at the time, I thought I was a wild one.
I was still living at home, and I would masturbate most nights, usually in bed, before going to sleep. At the time, I thought what I was doing was about as outrageous as sexual behavior got.
Then, as now, I prefer to have my knees up, and legs spread wide when masturbating, partly because of the easy access to my clitoris and vagina but also because of the heightened sense of brazen sexuality of being naked and having your legs wide open.