So i had a crush on this guy but we were just friends and i never saw anything happening between us cuz i never sensed hints from him and I’m too much of a pussy to drop hints myself.I desperately felt the need to get over him but he seemed perfect,about 6 foot,dark hair,super cute eyes.But we were extremely platonic and i didn’t wanna be the cause of
ruining a perfect friendship.
So after a few months,we were at this party,we were both hanging out and i was being super flirtatious with him but holy fuck boys are so fucking stupid,they don’t understand anything at all.
I hugged him from the side,i held his hand,i did everything from the movies but he probably thought i was just being his cute little best friend.
Anyways one night when we were texting(I thought i was over him around this point) and I decided to tell him that i liked him but I didn’t anymore(though i still did)when i did however,he said he liked me back,and i kid you not,i had the most erect goosebumps anyone could ever have,and in an instant my dumbass replied “i don’t like you anymore though” god it haunts me to this day,anyways a bit later i said we could just be fwb’s or something if he really did like me and I might develop feelings again(I already did)