My family moved here (US) a few years ago. I’ve always been very sheltered, I wasn’t even allowed to wear shorts and I’m always asked to cover up so I had a hard time with sexuality. My family is a very religious Hindu family so I grew up thinking that it’s wrong to do anything sexual.
I had a crush on my neighbor but he is not of my race so I felt like he won’t be interested in me because I often only saw him with girls of his own race. Recently we began to talk and he’s single. I thought we are going to be friends and I was satisfied with just that because he’s very sweet but he started giving me compliments, I went to his house and his family wasn’t home. He asked me sexual questions and I told him I hadn’t done anything, so he asked me if he can finger me.
I felt so turned on but I told him it was wrong to do and he said he’ll take care of me so he took off my panties and just rubbed me for a while. I was so embarrassingly wet and apologized to him about it because it felt like his hand was soaked and then he began to finger me.