[MT] I understand this may be off putting to some and others may be more accepting. Unfortunately I have no medium to discuss this, outside of anonymously online. As with most people in my situation, years ago I found transexual porn and was very drawn to it. I do not find myself attracted to men at all but there is something about a beautiful woman with a little something extra that is exotic and arousing. I recently found myself growing tired of just looking at porn and decided to see if there was anyone in my area that would be interested in meeting. I chose to use grindr simply due to ease of use and instant communication. I quickly became disappointed and discouraged because the majority of the women on the app require money to meet and I was not looking for that. The other women apparently did not find me attractive. I am a blue collar white male that has a few extra pounds but not heavy , just not like the super ripped pictures the other guys on the site are showing. About 10 days ago luck finally landed on my side and a beautiful ebony transexual replied to my text. I went to meet her and we hit it off very well. Then 20 minutes into our conversation she began to drop hints that she was actually a professional escort and my heart sank. However she interjected that she had no intention of wanting me to pay for anything. She said she really thought I was cute and her type, she likes corn fed country boys with a heart. We had a very honest discussion about her buisness and surprisingly I found myself ok with the situation. We spent some more time talking that night and parted ways. Two nights later she called and invited me over. I explained I was very eager to explore with her and also stated I have never done anything with a transexual. She was very understanding and we had a wonderful time exploring each others bodies. I was able to experience giving anal sex (protected of course) for the first time and when I left I felt liberated and not the least bit ashamed. Two nights later and she gently led me through my first experience with receiving anal sex(protected). It feels amazing that I found someone as wonderful as her to lead me through this journey. Then to my wild and gracious suprise, I was visiting with her at her friends house who also happens to be a beautiful ebony transexual. All of a sudden her friend came up to me, took my hand and said “now it’s my turn”. I looked at my friend and she winked and said have a good time. I then went to the bedroom and was met with the biggest **** I have ever seen. We spent two hours together pleasuring eachother with my friend coming in to check on us about an hour in. At the end of the night I was told by both ladies that I did such a good job that in a couple of days, since I proved myself capable I would get to enjoy them both at the same time. Now I cant stop thinking about what has happened in such a short period of time. I feel like this only happens in porn, how did things change so drastically.