I [F] woke up to my [F]riend eating me out.

This happened when my boyfriend and I were long distance. I was working at a nonprofit at the time. My coworker-turned-new friend and I decided to do a car rental road trip that ended at my boyfriend’s. She would fly back and I would stay for a week with my boyfriend before returning home. We mapped out general cities and sights on our wish list and planned out a week long drive. I was so excited for this trip.

We were budgeting cheap for hotel rooms since we only needed it for sleep. The first night, we hit up Flagstaff, AZ and made our way to New Mexico. We were wiped. But on nights 2-3, we started getting comfortable with the driving. I smoked her out those nights. She was the only one of us drinking, so by then she was getting cross faded. On night 3 though, she was shit faced. I was on a pretty good high. We sat by the hotel pool at night and talked about everything.

It was getting late so we stumbled back to the room. Next thing I remember is jumping awake and seeing that the TV was still on. The A/C immediately put me back to sleep.

I [F] want to fuck my boyfriend’s colleague [M].

We started messaging each other in the DMs on Instagram. Actually, he reached out to me first. I noticed that he liked every picture I posted, and was one of the first few to always view my stories. We would exchange harmless messages and posts about cats, since he has two of them.

He’s about average height here, maybe 5’8”-5’10”. Late twenties or early thirties, same age range as me. Muscular, larger arms but not necessarily too top heavy. Rides a motorcycle, does research, builds models in his spare time, and experiments with nail polish.

There have only been harmless interactions on the surface, but I’m starting to get a weird feeling from him. I began to post more risqué stories or pictures, and found that he followed those quite closely. He’s got a long time girlfriend, much like what I’ve got with my boyfriend. But I would be lying if I haven’t thought of him while my boyfriend and I are fucking.