[M]y first time with a man from the internet

I was 18 when I met up with my first and only r/randomactsofblowjob guy. I had never sucked a dick before, but fuck me i wanted to so bad. I was a young person who’d never gotten to touch the real thing. I was thrilled to find that sub, where the opportunity seemed so real. And it was real. I messaged with a 28 y/o guy who was staying near where I worked. All I’d seen of him was a dick pic, but I was down and so desperate to suck my first cock. It had become an obsession.

He was tall and thin. Basketball shorts and a t shirt. He’d just showered. He saw me and was clearly disappointed. I was fat and so, so young. Looking back he must have felt so weird. We sat down, and made some small talk. He was watching the place for a member of his family. He was married, but his wife was “cool with it”, who knows if she really was. Eventually he just gestured to his cock, and I grabbed it through his shorts. Big and hard. I was surprised. There was no affection or intimacy in that room. He just wanted someone to touch his penis, and I just wanted that penis. Nothing more. But he was still hard. Especially hard.