I pull up by the airport. I’m wearing a knee length nude dress and black mid-heel sandals. A black thong. No bra. My mind is racing with thoughts, my stomach is all in knots and my body feels like it’s charged with an electrical current.. I recognized him right away..
He kisses me hello and it’s powerful, but gentle.. we’re both holding back, I know he’s feeling what I’m feeling but it’s not time yet. Next to me in the car he feels familiar and foreign at the same time. We drive down the coast to a quite little town full of retired golfers and surfers, where a hotel room is booked for us for the next 3 nights. The ocean is barely visible in the twilight.
We talk for a bit at first – its easy, like with an old friend. We act so casual, so friendly – I like it, its like a game, an act. Sure, let’s act like were going to grab coffee and not fuck each others brains out as soon as we get to it.
We pull over by a gas station about halfway through. I get back into the car and im about to go when he puts his hand on top of mine and shifts the car back into park. I look up and meet his eyes… oh god.. no sign of the friendly left, all I see is desire, hunger even… in a split second he reaches over and I meet his lips halfway and finally let go of all pretense. he grabs my neck, his other hand exploring my body, we’re not kissing or making out.. we are almost attacking each other, unable to hold back any longer. I cant tell my lips apart from his, his hands from mine. My last coherent thought is feeling thankful that I parked away from the lights a bit and from then on all reality fades. His hand pushes my legs apart and finds me wet and ready for him.. he treats my body like he owns it, I feel it in his strong hands, and give into their strength.. I don’t recognize a person in him anymore, or in me.. in a haze im moving on top of him, my dress lifted up to my waist, and in a moment ill never forget he pushes all the way into me. We freeze for a brief moment and then all hell breaks loose… I don’t think there’s a chance anyone at the gas station DIDN’T hear us, but nothing could possibly matter less…
I don’t know if its been 3 minutes or 3 hours when my body is struck by a powerful wave, pulling me into abyss, shattering me into pieces. I hear my screams like its someone else screaming in another world. He’s riding the wave with me, erupting with a groan.. My voice breaks a little but I cant stop until the wave lets go of me and I melt into his arms..