I dated a girl back in high school and always felt that our relationship was a little off. I had always watched straight porn and loved it but I became curious about Gay porn too. I didn’t say anything at first because I didn’t know where I was going with it but after a few months I broke up with her to take time for myself.
A few days after the break up, I was on Whisper trying to find other people that also felt the same way as me and was messaged by a guy that lived a few train stations away from me. I was maybe 16 and he was probably 19 or 20. He told me that he was also confused and would love to experiment with me. I didn’t want to give him my address so I told him the neighborhood I lived in and he replied “my buddy lives there, wanna meet at the pool?” It was probably around 1 or 2 am when he messaged me he was there.
My heart was racing as I snuck out and made my way to the pool. I had made it very clear that I was new and didn’t want to do everything. He said ok.