Look. I’m going to say this and it’s not going to be popular, but its true and I guess I’m saying it because I’m trying to make myself less afraid of doing so.
Yes, I have fucked a lot of men in my life. Like, a lot. Over 1,600 at least. I feel I owe some kind of explanation as to why. I know I probably come off as a whore. Maybe I am. But look.
I had been called the antichrist for so long that I started seeing it as my calling.
There were (and still are, I guess) a lot of things not to like about me. I was not (then or now) a particular modest or humble person. There was the Russian thing. I was a tall Russian blonde at a catholic boarding school. There was the slut thing. I had nice boobs even before I got them done but yes, they were a birthday present (from me to me) and yes, I did not make an effort to pretend like I hadn’t had them done.