My college crush [f]

In my junior year of college I had a friend who liked to party. She would hookup with one of the guys in our group of friends pretty frequently and considering I had a thing for him it made me really jealous. I never told her I liked him or made any moves so she had no way of knowing. I would date guys here and there but I was always hoping he would show interest in me.

We went to a big party one night with all our friends and my crush was there too. We were drinking and having a good time and I guess I was being a little flirty with my crush. When I went to the bathroom with my friend she mentioned that him and I seemed to have something there and she asked if I was into him. I got so embarrassed but admitted that yes I liked him. She yelled at me and said I should have told her a long time ago and that him and I should totally get together. I just laugh it off and we go back to the party. I’m a little self conscious about talking to him now but I’m a little buzzed so I stop caring. At one point during the night he kissed me and I was in heaven. We made out a little and I knew right away I was going to sleep with him that night. I asked him if he wanted to come home with me and we left shortly after.