My heart was beating in my ears as I faced the plain white door, beyond which lay a tantalizing, yet alien experience. I had come to meet a man whose name I didn’t know and whose face I’d never seen, for one simple reason: to suck his dick. “There’s still time to just go back home,” I thought to myself. I was 28 years old, and I had never done anything sexual with another man before, but the pandemic-induced lockdown of 2020 left a lot of time for introspection, and my burgeoning bisexuality had become difficult to ignore. I found myself obsessed with the idea of pleasuring another man, and him me. I bought a number of toys and fantasized about submitting my virgin ass to a gorgeous cock. I started browsing Grindr, and chatting and exchanging pictures with other horny guys gave me a thrill that watching porn hadn’t. But I hadn’t worked up the nerve to meet up with anyone. Until a message from one particular 23 year old guy hit my inbox.