I was standing near a stall and looking at this gorgeous boy with a bottle of beer near a hammock at the beach. I was really self conscious with my first time out in an attire closest to a bikini. Really there was no hope for me, way up my league with all that confidence, even with best of my chance I’d probably embarrass myself. Try Hard was not what I wanted to look to him and made peace with being a loser. But the giving up did some wonder, I actually freed up and buckled up for a different route. Rest ensued a few talks, a few purchases and I soon realize the boy was somewhere really close. My body was filled with tingles, goosebumps and a flutter in my belly. Really enjoying that feeling, a rush of very airy feelings.