[m/f] Cruise that made me rethink my life.

My memory is somewhat lacking from all of the alcohol but writing helps to recall everything (everything I want to remember at least).
It all started with a cigarette out on deck, she was leaning over the railing and the wind was terrifying. I who is afraid of both boats and water overcome my fear and lean my back to the railing so that her face is right in front of mine. After one of her adorable laughs followed by her smile made me kiss her, she stepped down into my arms and I kept kissing her.

As we stepped back inside our friends had all gone and we ran up to my room. Once there struggling to unlock the door and spending way to much time getting of my boots, she went into the cowgirl position and I started removing both of our clothes. After a bit of fooling around she changes her mind about the whole thing and I’m totally okay with that, I grabbed her a drink from the cooler and we proceeded down to the party, none of our friends anywhere to be found. Surrounded by music, people and flashing lights in the middle of the dance floor. There was nothing in the world other than her, I held her as we jumped and stood still while kissing her. 5 minutes later we were back in my room and went all the way, I was so aroused that I came after only a couple of minutes.
I whisper in her ear *I’m not done with you yet*