I just got a new toy! My renewed love of anal play [M]

I learned I love anal play at a young age and entirely by accident. I was taking a shower and as I soaped myself up, I accidentally slipped a finger up my ass. I was kind of shocked by how it felt and embarrassed by the fact that I liked it. I pulled it out really quick, thinking it must be wrong, but I was intrigued. I tried slipping my finger up my ass again and couldn’t believe how much I liked it. This needed to be kept a secret.

Fast forward a few years: Me and a friend decide we’re going to experiment with giving each other head. I was super nervous at first about it, but we did it. Him going down on me felt great, but what surprised me was how much I got off on sucking his cock, being down on my knees, his hands on the back of my head, his cock going down my throat, getting him off, feeling his cock throb for me then erupt down my throat. There was something about it that was so hot.