[F][19] I snuck my ex BF in late at night while my parents were asleep

This happens last Monday, my ex is now back in town for the summer. Some backstory on my ex he is 3 years older than me (22) and even though we didn’t date for long only a couple of months we stayed friends after we broke up. I’m still friends with all of my Ex’s which ain’t many but yeah lol. If you didn’t know I’m more of a one night stand kind of girl commitments really scare me. Anyways on Saturday my ex texts me randomly saying he is in town for the summer so we text back and forth catching up, he tells me about his girlfriend back in Washington where he is going to college about his classes and all. Just a normal conversation nothing sexual and we end our conversation with maybe we will see each other around at some point, we only live a couple of blocks away from one another and that was that.

[F]18..Gave my first rimjob to a married guy this past weekend

One of the reasons why I love older married guys is because of the experience factor. I honestly didn’t know what a rimjob was till this past weekend. I don’t think I can ever go back to dating or messing around with guys my age. Older guys is just where it’s at for me lol they just know what they want and have so much experience under them unlike guys my age who probably would have never asked me to give them a rimjob maybe thinking I wouldn’t do it or not even knowing what it is like me haha.

As I was giving him a blowjob he told me “I haven’t had a rimjob in a while” me not knowing what he meant and thinking he was talking about the blowjob replied to him saying “really? Well good thing I’m here”. He then asked me if was going to give him one and I looked at him confused lol at that point he knew I didn’t know what that was and let out a small laugh and said “you have a lot to learn you little slut”. I have never been degraded/called a slut by a guy before and tbh this turned me on ? this is also something I would never have known I liked if I was only seeing guys my age.