I already posted this before but in the wrong community, sorry about that. Also: what I’m writing here isn’t an invitation for other men to try and have the same experience with me because the literal point of this post is asking for some advice to stop this, not continuing this with another man.
Last year I met a guy on omegle. I knew the reputation of that website but I genuinely went on it to strike conversations with nice people. One day a random guy with his cam off started complimenting me even though I wore nothing revealing at all. One thing led to another and he made me strip in front of the cam.
I was 17 back then and still had no experience when it came to sex or exploring myself. I never went further than one finger during masturbation and I just didn’t understand the whole hype around it.
But he made me realize I have an age fetish and am a mild exhibitionist. I felt dumb for not knowing that already, I always used to like older men much more than guys my age. And after showing myself to him while camming I felt this rush knowing that I showed myself to a total stranger.