This confession happens few months after what I described here : [https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9kedo1/f_a_long_time_ago_i_let_a_much_older_man_do/](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/9kedo1/f_a_long_time_ago_i_let_a_much_older_man_do/)
It took some time, like few months, to think about that very special experience. Thinking of it disgusted me as much as it aroused me so I was very confused.
It’s not easy to share this to anybody. I couldn’t tell my family nor my friends. I can’t imagine telling them what I did and what I let this old man do to me, even if it wasn’t “so much”.
But, after a while, I started to think more and more about that experience. And in a better way. I mean that it became more exciting than embarrassing.
So much exciting that I tried to find something similar. I thought that, maybe, I could do better, or more…
I took my time. As I was thinking about what happened the first time, I began to understand that things could have gone horribly wrong, so I tried to be more careful.
I was chatting with some men on the same forum, explaining what I wanted and what were my conditions.