I (20F) had sex with my mailman (48M). [MF]

I was invited to post here so, here we go lol.

We first met about 8 months ago. He pissed me off because he had mixed up my package with my neighbor’s. When I went up to him, I was annoyed as the package contents were expensive, but he was smiling and apologized. He said it was his first day delivering to this block and wouldn’t make the mistake again. He was so nice about the whole thing that I felt stupid for how I approached him. He put me in my place, big time, without intending to and left me with no way to get defensive or upset. I was impressed and intrigued.

He always has this friendly, sincere, and sweet vibe about him. I started to notice his grey hair. I love grey hair. He has a bit of a gut but idk why it works on him. He has muscular forearms and a bit of chest hair can be seen by the top button of his shirt being left open. It began with him sporadically crossing my mind and moved on to me finding anything to talk about when he came; he was always happy to chat.