I used to never let guys go down on me. My first college boyfriend always refused to do it and after that I was too self conscious to let anybody’s mouth near my pussy. I was too worried about if I smelled and tasted good enough to relax and enjoy it. That all changed last year.
Before everything closed down for covid, and after a rough break up, I did what every young single person looking for a fuck buddy does: I made a tinder. It was hard to find somebody I clicked with and felt comfortable meeting up with just for sex, but eventually I found the perfect candidate. We talked for a little while before moving onto the topic of sexual preferences, when he told me that his biggest kink is eating girls out.
I immediately got anxious and explained to him my predicament: I’m just so nervous! He explained to me how much he loves the taste and smell of pussy, and once I understood his fetish a bit more I started to feel more comfortable with the idea. I figured I should give it one more try.