[MF] How I lost my virginity to a catfish (Part 2)

Now here we were. I had just blown my load into her mouth, she swallowed it all and as I come down from my orgasm, feelings of extreme guilt came crashing down on me. What had I done? Why had I done it? What the hell was I thinking? I was so ashamed that I got cleaned up, got dressed and decided to get out of there. Or at least keep my hands of her. Seriously. I told her, that I couldn't have a relationship with her anymore. She had broken my trust, I couldn't go back to how things were. I think at this point she didn't much care about all of this, not that I think that she ever has but who knows? Then we got to making out again. Groping, kissing, tongue, feeling up. My hands groped her huge tits, then wandered south. I didn't waste much time on elaborate foreplay. We both didn't. I think she was needy enough not to want it and I was greedy and horny enough not to want to give it to her. I let my hands slide into her pants and feel her pussy. She was wet. Very. I caressed her pussy lips and then got down to get a look at it. I recall that I didn't find the smell too pleasant but who the hell cares. She was shaved clean and glistening wet. Without much hesitation we got to making out again and I started to finger her. I out one, two, then three and even four finger inside her fucking her as hard as I could with them. She started to moan slightly, digging her fingernails into my shoulders as she breathed harder into my neck. I started to finger her ass as well. No need for stretching or anything, my finger went right in. I alternated between fucking her pussy and her ass with my fingers and listened to her breathe heavier and heavier and finally as my arm started to hurt from the exertion I heard and felt her cum. It's a nice feeling to have a girl come because of you and I did enjoy it. I think we had a break after this but she wasn't done yet and neither was I. My mind was silent now and I had given in to the need for sex. Simple as that. She told me to fuck her. She gave me a condom which I put on (funny feeling and I don't actually like it a lot) and tried to get inside her from behind. At least I tried to. Turns out fucking someone this fat isn't as easy as I thought because of her massive thighs. These things will get in the way pretty easily and I struggled to find a position where I could enter her properly. I was still struggling with it when I felt my dick go limp. I am not sure why as I usually have no problem with that. I guess the whole situation was just so surreal that it was all a bit much to process. Maybe the condom did its part as well. I had her suck it to make it hard again and tried to enter her from behind again but it wouldn't really work to well. And as I tried to get it right I ejaculated right into the condom. This is pretty embarassing, right? At least that's what I thought but oh well…

[MF] How I lost my virginity to a catfish (Part 1)

This is my first and only story. If you are just some lonely wanderer looking for something casual to masturbate to, this is probably not your best bet. The buildup is quite large. Mainly I'm writing this to get it off my chest, make of it what you will. Also I do not apologise for my bad english. Feel free to give me your opinion if you want to.