[M] If it weren’t for those damned dreams

“Yet another wet dream”…I found myself muttering these words quite often over the last few weeks. But this time it was different, this time i was a bit ashamed. I was escaping my hometown for the summer, I figured it might help to take a break after graduating the university. Why not, I should be living out the best years of my life, weren’t I? Seems like my dreams were going wild as well, sending me mixed signals and new desires I have never explored. I was trying to wrestle with my own thoughts and wishes. I mean, in the end, everybody is normal in their own way right? For sure, some of us like girls, some of us like boys, some of us like both. Me … it’s complicated. And those dreams, oh boy, those dreams that started quite benign got blown out of proportion. Let me tell you what happened when I had my first dream.