I was 21(M) at the time and had a crush on this girl named “Bee” for about 3 years. I first met Bee in a freshman class. She had shoulder-length brunette hair, cute face, and the most adorable smirk I had ever seen. For description, Bee was probly 5’5” and around 135lbs, built in a hot butch way that I liked. I was 6’0” and 155lbs, pretty skinny but athletic.
We had been flirty throughout our first 3 years of college. We were in the same friend group and saw enough of each other to be interested but not enough to get close. I think we knew we both kind of liked the other, but we never did anything about it. In all fairness, I was the shy nerdy 21-year old virgin that hadn’t had sex yet in college. That is until one night.
My friend had a huge party at his house. I was having a great time and was pretty drunk when some of us friends decided to head to the bars. We walked over to our usual haunt when I came across Bee. She was looking pretty good. We talked, I probably got a little handsy. I had a few more drinks and things got a little fuzzy from there….