I’m not saying she deserved it or was asking for it. I’m not the crass. I’m just saying you can’t blame me.
I’ve wanted her for years. I actually met her first and wanted her since that first day. But when my friend met her a few months later he fell in love while I just wanted her body. Don’t get me wrong, we got a long pretty well, at least in short spurts.
There was always a kind of energy between us, a tension built built from the fact that we were both heavy flirts. But we were also both really stubborn, and where she was a decidedly innocent person, I, obviously, am not. Even as a horny 20 year old, I knew things could never work between us.
I just wanted her body. My friend wanted to marry her. So I decided to stay out of his way. “Bros before hoes” and all those other dumb things single boys say.
But the idea of her never left my mind. More often than I’d like to admit I found myself imagining what it would feel like to have my body pressed against hers.